Life On Display

Its been a while since I've posted. I haven't posted in about a week due to the fact that my computer's hard drive took a crap again and I couldn't find any means of updating. I tried to do it at school all week, I knew they had blocked it, but still for some reason I thought they might unblock it. Then I tried to ping the website so I could get the address and go around the system that way. That always worked last year, but I guess they've wised up to it. I figured none of my friends would want me tying up their phone lines, so I wasn't going to ask them if I could use their computers. So I turned to the last place I knew...the library. Yes, here I am sitting in a nice wooden chair and spilling my thoughts from the week. Thats a lie, considering the only exciting things that happened to me were on the weekend. Friday, I think it was, Matt, Ryan, Ian, and myself went to Wings in Elkhart. I must say, it was one of the more interesting times went to Wings. The whole way there, we only listened to two songs. The two songs were "Pick Up The Pieces" by The Average White Band and "I Want To Know What Love Is" by Foreigner. On the way home we dropped The Average White Band and just listened to Foreigner. Its one of those songs that you don't want to admit to singing, but as soon as you're by yourself you bust it out. So yea, after that we just chilled at Ian's and played some Halo. Then Saturday rolled around, ho ho ho. Petee had a party on Saturday, nuff said. No, I can go into a little more detail. I got there and started having a couple of "beverages". It was a normal beginning to a party. Later in the night they started playing erm...pong. I if you are wise you know what I mean by "pong". Anyway the two best teams of the night were Petee and 'Celli and Phil and Cory Jo. Cory Jo and Phil won because all the guys were busy staring at her boobs, which is an unfair advantage. I, however, was smart and picked Betsy as my partner. Actually, she picked me. So we ended up beating Phil and Cory Jo. Unfortunately, Petee was too..."tired" to play anymore. SPeaking of beating Phil, he also owes me $5 for drinking 52oz. faster than he did. Yes I'm bragging. This isn't Brandon mind you, this is all Bob. On Saturday's, I am Bob. I crashed at Matt's that night, like I always do. Lauren let us in and made the bed for us. That was really sweet of her to do, she's sweet. I have one more thing to say, then I'm going back to Lauren. Last night. Dan, Ryan, and myself went to China One Buffet. Now if you know me, you know I can't stand Chinese food. But, I have to say it wasn't that bad. I just mentioned this because I liked what my fortune cookie said. It said "You are a gentleman with great wisdom". Now if that isn't hitting the nail on the head. Another note from yesterday is that Ryan found my label maker and labeled my car for me. Thanks Ryan. Now back to Lauren, I have some things I have to say. I can't take it anymore, and I can't ignore it anymore. Ever since she's been going out with Paul, I've been trying to hide my feelings for her again. Act like I'm over it. I can't do it anymore. I said I liked Whitney to cover up the fact that I still have a lot of feelings for Lauren. That was a stupid thing to do. She is truly, the most beautiful person I have ever known. Everything she does, everything she says, she amazes me. I've told her before and I've told her again, I love her. I say that from the bottom of my heart. I don't know what I can do to show her how much I care. I just want her to know that she is always loved and I'll always be there. On that note my friends, I must be going. I pray everynight that I will find love in the world, until then I can only keep loving the world, and one person in it.