How Many Special People Change?

I had a conversation with Becca last night and it made me realize that I'm stressing out over nothing. I've been so torn that I can't find a girlfriend that I just let it consume every aspect of my life. That was stupid. The main thing that got me was when she said "don't ever change". It made me feel really good about myself. I'm a good person who does good things, and I feel happy. I just always wondered why sweet guys can only become good friends with girls, like me. If I like a girl I become friends with her, unfortunately I become such a good friend that they don't want to go out with me. They wouldn't want to risk that awkwardness if we ever broke up. Whatever. Plus can sweet guys never get a girl or do you absolutely have to have some asshole in you? Seriously. F that, I'd rather be alone than be an asshole, so if the world doesn't like me how I am...too bad, cause I'm not changing. I just want to say thanks to my friends for understanding (you know who you are). I also realized that I need to make the most of everyday and quit moping about love. I've waited this long, I can wait longer. I think I can start being me everyone misses.

On a side note I'm stoked for the Interpol concert on Friday. I've been listening to Antics for the past week and I love it. Maybe its a bad thing to listen to them all week then go see them live in concert? I don't think its a bad thing. I mean this is coming from a guy who listens to Mr. Brightside 3 times a day. I can't get sick of that song. I think Interpol is going to make for an interesting live performance, I checked out their MTV.com live stuff and its pretty good. So, yea. Gonna have to get the camera ready for this one. Till I have another revelation, peace out bitches. OWWWWWWWWW!!! OWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!