She's On My Mind

There's really nothing I have to say in this post besides the fact that I am really looking forward to meeting Caitlin. Its been a couple of days since I first heard about her and now I finally get to meet her. If you read this Caitlin, I'm sorry my computer was being a douche. I'll see you tomorrow. The only other thing I have been thinking about was a little poem I wrote a while ago. Its been on my mind. Most of you know who its about, enjoy...

I'm always here, you're there
I think, but sometimes it seems you don't care
The things together, we could have had
I think about the times we've been through, and it makes me sad

To think that I had a million chances
And to think of all those dances
I blew it, and I don't know how
And I'm the one crying now

The fun things we did together were grand
The way my heart beat, when you held my hand
The way my lips yearned for your kiss
And now you're the one, I have to miss

The shiver that went through my body when you used to look at me
But then the day came when you set me free
I thought forever was in our eyes
I never thought the day would come, when we said our goodbyes

I felt so safe around you, everybody could see
Knowing when I was around you, I could always be me
I didn't have to do anything to impress you
It's hard to believe that it was true

When I looked at you, I just melt
I look back on all those feelings that I felt
The thing I hate, is I still feel them all
I've tried my hardest to get them to stall

I wonder how much longer, I have to wait
For the day, you come walking through my gate
I love you so, I really do
I can never stop thinking of you

What will it take, to make you see?
That we're meant to be
How much harder, do I have to try?
To not hear that sad word, good-bye

Now I sit in my room, lonely and cry
I'm still wishing that you were mine
My world without you, is not a world at all
Who's going to be there now, when I fall?

Did you mean, everything you said and did?
Or was everything a joke, and a fib?
I hope not, because if it's true, it would hurt so
I wish you never had to go

Everything we had, now seems gone
I wish not, for a new dawn
I wish I could turn back time
For that one moment, you were almost mine

I guess, or so it feels like the end
I wonder if we'll still be friends
Everybody at one time said you liked me
But I don't know, because it was a love you couldn't see...