Tuesday, November 23, 2004

A Dreamer In Daylight

I thank God, that the one thing I've been missing for so long has finally found its way to me, just when I thought about giving up on love, I clears a path and makes its way to me. I finally get to go on a date with Caitlin. Hopefully things will work themselves out how I want them to. I'm just glad to know that all of my kindness and warm heartedness (if thats even a word) has finally paid off. I'm so happy right now, I couldn't ask for more than anything I have now. A friend reminded me of a song...


Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you’re talkin’ to the man upstairs
That just because he doesn’t answer doesn’t mean he don’t care
Some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers...

Thank you Lauren...for reminding me...Now, I have to share something with Caitlin. Its been a while since I could dream. Its been a while since I could even sleep, well, I still can't sleep. But at least now instead of lying awake wondering what I'm doing wrong, now I stay awake wondering...what am I doing right? I may never know, but for now I am truly happy...and dreaming. Night everyone, sweet dreams.

I sit up late at night
I close my eyes so very tight
My mind drifts away
As I picture a bright and shiny day
There you are
Standing not that far
Your eyes so beautiful
Just like two shining stars
As you smile
A very beautiful smile
My heart flies for miles
As day quickly fades to night
You grab my hand so very tight
We walk on a moon lit beach
With the stars shining so bright
God this feels so right
As we walk for miles holding hands
We walk through the moist sand
I turn my head
And see an angel
I try to speak but my words are tangled
As you softly speak into my ear
I hear...
Three words I hold so dear
I open my eyes that I held so tight
And my face and heart shine so bright
As I say to myself I Love You
Goodnight...



2 Comments:

At 1:40 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi- this is Rosa, u probably dont kno me but Caitlin has probably talked about me and I just had to say that the poem/song (w/e it is)that u wrote about her; is sooooo ADORABLE, and its so cool that u made that up! I think its really sweet and i kno caitlin appreciates everything u say about her b/c shes told me so.and how it makes her feel good inside, lol!! alright well i've read this journal thing and i have to say that even tho i've never met u i think u are hilarious, especially ur "random thoughts!" haha i like reading those! well i thought i'd let u kno ur such a sweet guy and freakin HILARIOUS!!!

 
At 2:29 PM, Blogger Booch said...

Hey Rosa!! Yea Caitlin has talked about you. I'm glad that more than one person likes my poetry. I don't know why but it still makes me feel a little gay that I say that. I'm glad that Caitlin told her best friend that I make her feel good inside, that's all I wanted. She's a wonderful person. Everybody seems to like my random thoughts too. As stupid and pointless that most of them are, I think they're pretty funny myself. I do what I can. Hey I'll meet you eventually, but until then thanks a lot.

 

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