First Date

In the car I just can't wait
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat.

Let's go
Don't wait
This nights almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever.
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you.
I'm jealous of everybody in the room.
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss

Let's go
Don't waitThis nights almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever.
Forever and ever
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever

Let's go
Don't wait
This nights almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever.
Forever and ever
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever
Forever and ever.
Let's make this last forever

This is the song that played in my head all day yesterday. Yesterday was the first date on went on with Caitlin. Shes so awesome. We went to go see The Incredibles. We were going to go see Finding Neverland, but it wasn't playing anywhere around here. The original plan was to go see National Treasure, but with my luck it was sold out. I really didn't care what movie we were seeing, I just wanted to be with her. I don't care what I'm doing at all if Caitlin's there. Truth be known, I'm most likely not going to be paying attention to whatever it is I'm doing. I wasn't very talkative though. You know, I usually am but I didn't want to be that asshole that keeps ruining the movie for everyone else by talking the whole time. I could've whispered to her, but I didn't know if she would get aggitated with me or not. So I kept quiet and tried my hardest to focus on the movie. I met her family when I picked her up. I was really nervous for some reason, I just wanted to make a good impression. Her family is really sweet. I can see where she gets it from. I gave myself a little pep talk in the car when before I went in. I was told myself, its alright be cool...be cool...its no big deal you're just meeting the family just be yourself and you'll be fine. And I was. Apparently they liked me. But then again, I was only there for like two minutes. That isn't enough time for me to make a stupid comment out of nervousness and get myself banned from her house for the rest of my life. Her mom said I could come back anytime, so I think I did ok. WHEW!!! I was waiting on the couch for her, and when she came out she looked so pretty. She had a big smile on her face, I felt amazed knowing that the smile was for me. I think its the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, I LOVE IT!!! Its just something about her...period. Shes so amazing. I don't know what it is, but I just like her so freakin much!!! Seriously, I don't think I'll ever be able to thank Lauren enough for introducing me to her. I'm on Cloud 9 right now. Just hanging the breeze and chillin in the wind...which sounds really retarded since breeze and wind are pretty much the same thing. I'm so happy I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about. I can't wait to go out with her again, that is if she wants to (which I think she does). Bowling next time...can't go wrong with bowling. Ah...life is sweet. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go and think about how not to be a pud when I'm in Caitlin's pressence. I bid you adieu...