Call And Answer

I just wanted to post because there is a lot going on inside of my head right now. I really don't feel that now is the time to elaborate, but lets just say its the same thing I'm always thinking about. There's a song by Barenaked Ladies that I have been listening to called Call And Answer. I like it, its one of those songs that suits my situation and when I hear it I wish that I was the one that wrote it. I'm in the process of making a bunch of CDs with songs in them that express some things I would like to say, but I never do. I'm gonna label them all L.P. I can tell you what, it doesn't stand for long playing. I need to quit doing that too. I'm beginning to realize that I am wasting almost everyday of my life. I need to start living it up to the fullest. I don't want to be one of those people that looks back and regrets not doing something. You know the old saying, carpe diem, seize the day. I like the way that sounds, I always said I was going to start living like that. I haven't started yet. Hey, what better time than Saturday? I mean its a new year...new chances. Yet another opportunity for me to learn from the past and apply it to the future. Thats all for now, I'll leave ya'll with the lyrics to Call And Answer. I'll post a lot tomorrow night, sum up 2004 and predict 2005. Its gonna be some crazy shit.

I think it's getting to the point
where I can be myself again
I think it's getting to the point
where we have almost made amends
I think it's the getting to the point
that is the hardest part.

And if you call, I will answer
and if you fall, I'll pick you up
and if you court this disaster
I'll point you home

You think I only think about you
when we're both in the same room
You think I'm only here to witness
the remains of love exhumed
You think we're here to play
a game of who loves more than whom

And if you call, I will answer
and if you fall, I'll pick you up
and if you court this disaster
I'll point you home

You think it's only fair to do what's
best for you and you alone
You think it's only fair to do the same
to me when you're not home
I think it's time to make this something that is
more than only fair

So if you call, I will answer
and if you fall, I'll pick you up
and if you court this disaster
I'll point you home.

But I'm warning you, don't ever do
those crazy, messed up things that you do
If you ever do
I promise you I'll be the first to crucify you
Now it's time to prove that you've come back
To Rebuild