New Year...New Chances?

Ah...2005 another year to try and make sense of everything and to get my shit together. I think its gotten to the point where I can be me again. Its a new year its the opportunity I have been waiting for. Finally the time has come for me to better myself and get the things out of life that I want. I have come to the realization that last year I was just waiting for the right things to happen to me instead of me going after them myself. "Just one chance is all I ever wanted. Just one time I'd like to win the game. From now on I'll take the chance if I can't have it. Just one...just one." That ladies and gentleman is the chorus to a song called "Just One" by Hoobastank. It is the exact words that are going to start off my New Year. From now on I'm going to take as many chances as I can. If I see an opportunity, I'm going after it. I'm going to make my own opportunities. Thats my New Year's resolution, I'm going to take every dream that I have, and every feeling that I get and I'm going to go for it. As we speak I'm at Ryan's house listening to the guys play poker and Matt is playing football on the XBOX. It was one of the more interesting nights of 2004. Its the last time we're going to have a get together for New Year's sonce we're all going away to college and all. Its kind of sad the more I think about it, but thats life. We have grown to be great friends and we will be for a while to come. Sometimes though you can't escape the reality of life. But I don't want to think about that right now. Its not important. The important thing now is to live like today will never end. Thats all I have to say for now. I have to milk out the rest of the hours until morning when I have to go to work ugh...on another note I saw Lauren tonight and WOW...I mean WOW. She is beautiful. I'm not even kidding. I love that girl. More than life itself. Happy New Year everyone.